-
everything is fine
everything is
under control
it is in my power to
change
change my life for the better
I have everything I need to
feel fine
I feel fine
I am totally alright,
right now
the world moves fast
and I can move faster
I will move faster
I must move faster
I am completely
one hundred percent
in control
“I am not drowning” -
I never get any messages on my Facebook
I bet you do
I bet you put pen to paper
and you scratch red blood
and you don’t cough in the mornings
I wonder what I’d do with
all that talent
I wonder what the world looks
like from your side of my
car windshield
I hope you catch your breath
every time you lose it
you probably like mornings
I bet the city makes you feel
so fucking small
I bet you close your eyes and wait
but you don’t know what for
or whatever -
“what women want, etc”
the only person you can’t tell the truth to is yourself
is something I said to myself today
do what makes you happy
I mean that
I wish people were more honest
-
“help me please, help me just help”
beautiful rich white woman dies
in a car accident, or something
and I feel sad
little poor black children
starve to death
all the time,
shit, right now
I go to college
and write poems
is that doing it
for you? -
“holy shit bro, look at the moon right now”
there’s this moment
where we’re just
lying there
and things
just look
brighter
I can’t really say it right
but I really don’t
mind that moment
at all
